resolute

Everything is more complicated. I am holding my head high and pressing on. I received more determination yesterday when I was told that I am young, London is what I want and not to let anyone or thing hold me back. I need to stop making excuses and keep pressing people for a job. I say all this because I cannot be given a start date to the internship I was offered, which complicates everything. I am trying to contact firms again and adamantly ask for an internship straight away.

I yearn for my creativity to begin again. I bought some incense to get me in the mood. hah. I'm letting things slip by while I get everything straightened out with London. I really need "let go and let God" on this one. I really trust Him in all of this.